It's 2026, waow. I'm awake a 2 AM and I remembered that I have this site. Cyres has been staying at Willow's house for a couple days and I really miss them. I've taken to sleeping on the floor cause our bed folds up and I can't be bothered to clear the area. I saw a reel earlier about someone looking at their steam friends list and watching as the last played timer goes up and up on their dead friends profile and now I feel sad. No real point or anything I'm trying to say just typing to type I guess. I'm thinking of actually starting the trophy room, though I've also been trying out game dev as a hobby and I'm not too sure if I want to split my attention between the two. I was looking through my files earlier and found the xml file that has my defunct fandom wiki on it. It made me think. I feel creatively inclined but ever since I got a job it's really hard to want to do any of it. I haven't drawn in a while, my last real "piece" was in September of last year. Whatever emotion I felt at the start of this, I think has changed. Maybe people who write their thoughts into a journal to unpack them are actually on to something. I dunno.
Yeah all I do is craft the burgers whatever man the work itself is mostly whatever except my back hurts after standing for 8 hours. The real nail in my foot is one of my managers. I absolutely cannot stand their manner of speak or attitude, it doesn't matter what they say it will always sound like the nerd emoji except they get to tell you what to do my god; the can't communicate normally it's only correction and um actually. And obviously it can't only be that, it's like they have no sense of tact whatsoever. The only day of work I ever cried can you guess who was not only there, but the CAUSE of my emotional outburst? Seriously I don't even check my team schedule because I know that if I see I'll have a shift with them, I'll be dreading it days in advance.
I have an interview coming up p soon. It's gonna be my first job, and honestly I'm not that worried about the job part, it's the freakin INTERVIEW that's getting to me. I'm sure once I'm in the groove going in a couple times a week it's not even gonna faze me but man i just hate the concept. I feel like you can't accurately judge a person from something like that, a couple questionaires to see what's bouncing around in their head. The worst part is I'm an impulsive liar, what if I just blurt out out some B.S and they call me out on it? I know realistically that won't happen but man, having something coming up that's like 2 days away always makes my sleep terrible and everything can't be fun anymore cause I'm too busy worrying. bleh. I worked with my grandma earlier today, every sunday i help here deliver groceries. we went until 6pm today even though we usually stop around 4, it was starting to get to me so i joined a vc with my S.O cause i wasn't really in the mood to keep going. Apparently someone has been IMPERSONATING his socials and posting paypal links and shit, nasty bitch.
OK i finally got something to work, originally this page was going to have modals (kind of an in-page pop up) whenever you clicked one of these title things. Obviously as you are reading this in a collapsible text box i was not able to make that work at all. Even though it's not all up to vision i think this page will still fulfill it's purpose well. I've put a pretty decent* effort into making the ariHUB page and this one as well that i don't remember the first couple i worked on requiring. I guess it's possible that the first pages i made just sucked but idk i really like hell.htm, who knows i might even update it know that i know the difference between pixels and screen units.
*decent for me, not the average human